Monday, March 8, 2010

It's been almost a year since I last update this blog. I wonder if there is still people reading. But i hope no one remembers this blog of mine so that I can pour everything here.

Many things happened within this year.

Happy moments... Sad moments... It's uncountable...

Recently, my mom had done something which I couldn't bring myself to forgive her unless she make up for it. She is still my mom afterall yet I just dont agree to the thing that she had done. I dont know what to do.......

And after so long, everything is still stagnant there. I've decided to tell a lie. I have no idea if Im right by doing this. But i really hope everything will change for the better after some time.

To you my love:

You have always been the only one in my heart ever since we last got together. My heart is very small, totally got no extra space to contain another person. I really wish that you can see my sincerity for you from all the things that I've done throughout this one year plus.

I know that there are many girls out there who are mesmerized by you and you've got alot of choice to choose from. But is there any girl that can still love you as much and do as much for you even after breaking up? Is there any other girls whom can understand you as well as me?

- How frequent you need massage?

- What kind of food you like?

- What kind of clothes you wear?

- What material of boxer you prefer?

- What is the size of your top and bottom?

- What kind of hobbies you have?

- What is your lifestyle?

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I have the perfect answer to every of the question mentioned above. Please find someone that can surpassed me else I wont give up though to you I might have already given up. But I've not.

Just wanna let you know that even thought so much had happened within this one year plus and many things had changed, the only thing that hasn't change is my love for you. I swear that it had never even dropped a single bit and instead, it is increasing everyday.

I really do hope that that day will come. I promise to give you all the love that I have and cherish you until my last breath.

With Love,

Gel

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 12:41 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I thought I've given up or at least on the way reaching there. Why does my heart still aches when Im not invited for any of his outings? My tears actually just flow down so naturally like water tap just now while on the car.

But luckily, it wasnt noticed. Thanks HY and Reb for the constant invitation. Not that I dont wanna go, but I cant. My presence will just be a hindrance to him. Guess today I've been irritating enough to pissed him off. I didnt mean it but I just couldnt control.

Thank god that my work is starting on Mon. At the very least when I've got something to get busy with, I wont think so much or rather wont have the time to think about other things. And most importantly, work can make me tired, and that puts me to sleep easily.

I seriously need to get out of this.

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 11:25 PM

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Just read through all the posts that I've blogged from Sept 07 till Oct 08... Its just merely a year yet so much had happened. All the happiness and sorrows that we had been through. Nothing can replace them.

Thanks for the short paragraph that you had dedicated for me. I really appreciate it alot. =)

Never did I know that my love for you is so strong until you left me.

Yes! This is the only thing I've regretted in my entire life.

But no worries my friends, Im alright. Will lead my life fruitfully from now on.

Love. =)

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 3:20 AM

Quoted this from someone's blog...

"i'm happy that u once loved me so much and know me so well..."

Just wanna let you know that I still love you and know you as much as ever and it will be forever. =)

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 2:30 AM

Monday, March 2, 2009

Ok I know its a very long time ever since I update. HAHA

Finally Im here now!

BUT!! Just to inform those who have been visiting my blog all along that YOURS TRULY here is gonna pass 22 VERY SOON. Which means my birthday is coming!!!

You peepx should know what to do huh.. LOL

Will update soon. Got to go now.

BYE.

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 6:30 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

I tried to control my feelings very hard this time. I deleted everything including Friendster, Facebook, Msn and even hp number.

I thought I can forget him gradually. Indeed it works for a period of time. But recently, I just feel that it is coming back to haunt me, which Im very afraid of. I dont want it to come back.

My heart broke when I saw Auntie cried with me, it shattered even more when I heard the things she said. She dote on me so much so that she can even say things like her son is useless, ask me to look for better guys outside, say that she dont have that kind of blessings to have me as her daughter-in-law kinda thing. I sincerely felt very touched when she said all those things. And also Eve, I will forever miss her and Adam. The whole family just treats me as one of theirs. Really cant bear to leave them.

Guess CNY will be the last time Im gonna meet them.

Please forgive me for:
not wanting to contact you
for not replying to your sms
for not replying you in msn
for not answering your call

How would I wont wanna do all these when I love you so much. I just simply cant express my love for you anymore. And by doing all these, Im trying to protect you. Hope you can understand. It pains me to resort to doing all this.

ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Feel like killing myself straight away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 4:25 AM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

H-A-L-L-O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im back from Bangkok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had a great time there especially with that crazy ger around. We had a great time there with each other's company. We really do shop till we drop dead. Bought back damn alot of things. Practically the whole Bangkok I tell you. And neither of us stop each other from buying. That results in us spending even more.

We are like keep changing the extra cash that we brought there and not enough still. Last alternative, draw from ATM. So PROUD of ourself! HAHA

Bangkok is really a shopping paradise. We can buy in almost every shop. Spend like thousands of baht in one shop. The most things we brought back is not clothes but BAGS. The bags are super pretty la! Wait for me to post up the pictures ya.

The last day we are left with not much money so we decided to head to the airport earlier to avoid jams and also to stop us from spending again. But! Guess wad?! We each bought a Long Champ bag in the airport!!!!!! LOL

The shopping genes are just in WOMEN. HOHOHO

Got to go. Still need to work later in the morning. The crazy ger got half day leave somemore. Lucky her. If I continue to take leave somemore, I'll be jobless in no time to come.

Ciao~~~

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 2:50 AM

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Friends, I will be away from today till next Mon for a shop trip to Bangkok as well as taking a break. Really got to leave this place for awhile.

It's just the right time.

Bye everyone.

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 2:51 PM

Monday, January 5, 2009

There's so so much movies I wanna watch recently.











If I have the time, I will watch them all at one go. But too bad, I need to work. Will catch them one by one these few days though. Who wanna watch with me? =)

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 11:34 PM

Heyo!

Just came back from Genting (Ya, again!). Dropped by Malacca (i know its again! HAH) on our way back cos I was very bu gan yuan I didnt got my Kerbaya the previous week I went. And Yes! I finally got it. Initially Im the only one who wanted to buy it. But ultimately, my mom, my ah kim, my sis and cousin all bought a set and mine was the cheapest in the end. Some of theirs are even made to measure plus the picture does count thats thats why the price is abit more steep than mine. A combi of yellow top, orange sarong. Pretty! Will wear it for CNY. Didnt get to take a picture of it. Shall post it up when I got the photo. So happy, finally got it! =D

Started my first day of work last fri. It was indeed a very busy day. The collegues there are all very nice people. Help me with all that I dont know. And of cos, my handsome boss, is not a bad person afterall. Very looking forward to working with him although I know I will be very busy working under him.

What I did for him for the first day was to scan his namecards into a system and you know what. It is a quite smart system. It can read whatever details that is on the card and sort it our accordingly to the fields like Name, Company, Main Line, DID etc etc. Smart right?! The system really saves me from alot of typing. But smart systems do have bugs at times. It cant really read those words when the background of the namecards is dark in colour. Here comes the troublesome part. I have to type in the fields one by one. And he really got a whole lot of namecards for me to scan man. But the good thing is he gave me one week to accomplish this task which is more than enough for me. =)

Tomorrow will be the second day of work, then the third day and the fourth day, and OFFFFF i go for my long awaited holiday. YES! It will be a heart felt shopping trip for me. No doubt the place is abit messy right now, hopefully it will recover very soon before I go there so that my mom wont be so worried for me. Keep nagging me these few days, asking me to watch the news and all that. Haiz~~~

How to make her stop worrying for me? HAHA

I will be fine mom, dont worry so much for me. Will call you every night to keep your mind at ease k?

Got to sleep now.

Goodnight my friends.

I Am So In Love With You
♥ g 3 L ♥ reminisced @ 1:37 AM